Catch an afternoon sun
Put it in your notebook
Never let it go away ~
( Yes I’m making up lyrics)
I’m an asshole because whenever I said I feel lost, and someone that rarely speaks to me came up and said: ‘Chill, just be who you are and I love you’, then all I’d ever feel is fake.
first is another commission from @danarune who wanted spicy boiz
also finally picked out a color palette for rowen :3
Do you think we can be on good term again? No I think not.
When you said that you listen. When you said that you understand. When you said that you got mad. Don’t you know I felt the same. No, you don’t. You blame me for always saying ‘whatever’ like I care for nothing at all, but have you ever at least try to see that it has been my way to change or drop the topic since I feel uncomfortable, and mad even? No, you don’t. You always blame me for this and that, and still can say things like you know you were wrong and you understand. It’s not funny. You are just forcing yourself on me, forcing me to become another 'you’ with the same interest, the same set of mind and the same status. Said I don’t respect you because I don’t watch what you shared? Remind me again when was the last time you watch anything that I shared? We are the same. You just don’t admit it. You don’t even respect my private life or my personal hobbies. I had the slightest hope when you said you admit to everything but one sentence later, it’s all coming back again with the blame.
I don’t see the need of continue after all this mess. I can’t be who you want me to be. I can’t even stand your attitude toward me. We’d better not concern with each other anymore. And if you’re blaming for being heartless again, I’d say this at least: I do care.
Fck. I feel bad but have no one to talk to. My friends are either too neglecting or too overoptimistic. Someone must have laughed at me right now…
I’ve been warned by the people on the internet about the company’s quality, but still decided to purchase this figure because he was my favourite character of the show. And honestly, the quality really IS bad compared to the amount of money I spent.
First off, the box design is plain, like, just a black box with the name of the series on it. The head is removeable, but as for mine, the A head is a bit loose, while the B one is a little tight, both with small sculp error and dirt on the face. The paintwork is quite so-so with little to no shading at all. I hate the gradient on his hair (honestly I’d rather they made it full black, the ugly blue shade irritates me too much).
The only thing that’s good about him is the pose and the eyes ( I admit they describe his personality and presence just right), which is still convincing but yes, I’m really not okay with the price.
Can’t I be selfish and live the life I’ve always dream of for just a short while now that I’m all grown up and financial independent? I have been a good child all my life, never asked for new clothes, new toys, new devices, or more money than the amount that I received each month. I used my own little earned money to treat my own illness, which has been there for almost 2 years during college without any of your help. I never complain or ask for more support. I suffered until I have saved up enough.
And now? I am treated as a stingy child for not supporting her parent back, while still have the money to buy new clothes for a friend’s wedding and go see the doctor.
I have never hated, and even afraid of going home more than now.